lalala..[post was in an orderly manner]today went to plaza sing with stanley,rachael,leejie,nicole lee,en xian,desiree and jan and cheng yang... we watch the movie ''underdog'' when reach there,walk walk awhile then go settle de ticket they all wan me buy...so settling the toopid money haiz...i feel so useless lor... count money so slow... then cus i wan treat piggy de mah then tcy wana treat her... haiz...if piggy n all nt there...haiz..dun wan tok le lah overall that made me pissed off bought liao,then they all keep running here n there very sian lor.... we watch de movie watch half way,jan ask me if i wan popcorn cus all the girls dun wan eat liao then,hesitate awhile then accept her offer... i ask stanley wan some annort but accidently,i pour some popcorn on him lol... after movie,my anger gone by 90% then,we walk very long...forget wads the place ler walk walk walk...finally,tcy was gone with stanley to en xian so,i walk with piggy n jan walk wlak wlak then go neoprint haiz...all gurls go lar... hope can take with her.. after that,walk bck to plaza sing nicole told me something.... n....i dun find it true anyway after awhile,rachael n jan went missing... dunneo whr they go then,nicole n desiree ask me if wan go to raffles place then we go lor... go there ...walk walk walk ...then go home had dinner at cp with stanley n lj after that,go bck home lor on9 ... when i on9 the first person who tok to me is en xian... she told me that she noe who i like liao so...she said... but,she say she nvr like me... then confirm awhile with her really..... i always thought to myself[once u love someone,that person is forever apart of you] thats kinda true...n i was heartbrokened... that pain was bck once again... the pain is like...make u miss someone n wana make u cry but dont allow u to cry n i am suffering it again... this is the second time n,its worst than de 1st time WHY IS HEAVEN ALWAYS AGAINT ME?!??!?! can erase all my pain till it was gone? its took me 8 months to cure that pain n,its hard to cure no medicine can help me with that pain well,i still nvr gif up but,now my heart is like full of tears n the tears is gona keep me for long thats why,when i shout,tears will come out frm my eyes haiz...piggy....hope u will understand how i feel cus...only u can help me get out of my misery
roses are red,violets are blue...loving u is wad i always want.....
no matter wad happen,i will be by ur side
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